You'll notice some of these songs are contradictory...that's intentional. Sawyer is contradictory, in case you didn't notice. ;) But I love him.

1. "Disarm" by Smashing Pumpkins

Disarm you with a smile / And leave you like they left me here / To wither in denial / The bitterness of one who's left alone / Ooh, the years burn / Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy / So old in my shoes / And what I choose is my voice / What's a boy supposed to do? / The killer in me is the killer in you / My love, I send this smile over to you

2. "In My Place" by Coldplay

Yeah, how long must you wait for him? / Yeah, how long must you pay for him?

3. "Sober" by Tool

I am just a worthless liar / I am just an imbecile / I will only complicate you / Trust in me and fall as well

4. "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" by Green Day

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me / My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating / Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me / 'Til then I walk alone

5. "Mad World" cover by Gary Jules

And I find it kind of funny / I find it kind of sad / The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had

6. "Creep" by Radiohead

I want you to notice / When I'm not around / You're so fuckin' special / I wish I was special

7. "The Outsider" by A Perfect Circle

Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet at a time / What's your hurry, everyone will have his day to die / If you choose to pull the trigger, should your drama prove sincere / Do it somewhere far away from here

8. "Headstrong" by Trapt

Back off I'll take you on / Headstrong to take on anyone / I know that you are wrong / Headstrong, we're headstrong / Back off I'll take you on / Headstrong to take on anyone / I know that you are wrong and this is not where you belong

9. "The Kill" by 30 Seconds to Mars

I tried to be someone else / But nothing seemed to change / I know now, this is who I really am inside / Finally found myself / Fighting for a chance / I know now, this is who I really am

10. "Always" by Saliva

I see, the blood all over your hands / Does it make you feel, more like a man / Was it all, just a part of your plan / The pistol's shakin' in my hands / And all I hear is the sound

11. "Headlights" by Snow Patrol

For once I want to be the car crash / Not always just the traffic jam / Hit me hard enough to wake me / And lead me wild to your dark roads

Headlights before me / So beautiful, so clear / Reach out and take it / 'Cause I'm so tired of all this fear

12. "Vindicated" by Dashboard Confessional

Defenses paper thin / Just one touch and I'll be in / Too deep now to ever swim against the current / So let me slip away

If you are interested in downloading, there's a zip file with all 12 tracks and CD covers over at Sendspace.

Hope you like it! :)