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Of Saints and Sinners (Jack/Sawyer NC-17) 1/6

  • Jun. 14th, 2006 at 10:33 PM
emiliglia: (sawyer/jack)
I don't know what to tell you to expect from this story. Originally it was going to work out in one part, but now it looks like it might be maybe three parts minimum. It went from a simple idea and has developed into something I don't really understand, but I let it come out. I'm afraid to read it until it's done, so I apologize for any horrific typographical errors.

Without further ado...

Title: Of Saints and Sinners - Part 1
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jack/Sawyer
Word Count: 1,779 (11,325 overall)
Warnings: S2 finale spoilers, captivity fic, adult language and situations.
Summary: The Others need cooperation, and Sawyer is giving them anything but, so it's up to Jack to remedy the situation.

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The last thing he remembered seeing before darkness took over was Sawyer's stubborn gaze looking over Kate at him. His demeanor remained defiant as the woven bags were pulled over their heads, but even after he couldn't see anymore, Sawyer's face seemed to be burned into his retinas, never leaving as Jack felt his body getting shoved forward, down the wooden pier, and across the island. They would stop every now and then, and Jack could tell that they were intentionally traveling in circles to mess up his sense of direction, and he almost laughed as they seemed to be giving him more credit than was due. Jack tried listening to see how many of them there were, but it was always silent aside from the noises of the jungle. He never really wondered about where they were going, instead wondering if Sawyer and Kate were there with him or not.

Jack tried speaking one time, but the gag made his mouth dry, so it wasn't more than a gurgle in the back of his throat, but something hard and heavy made instant contact with the back of his head, causing black spots to dance across his already dark world. He didn't try saying anything again, knowing that a concussion wouldn't do anything to help his situation.

After what had seemed like three days of walking, Jack heard what sounded like a door being opened before being thrown to the ground, the door shutting behind him with the distinctive sound of a bolt being locked in place. He could feel the dirt floor, soft and cool against his bare arms as Jack tried hoisting himself up into a sitting position and ended up kneeling, his hands still being bound and the thick fibers of the bag still tickling against his face. Jack tried untying his hands but the ropes were so tightly bound that he couldn't get his fingers underneath the loops to try and loosen the knots. He then tried taken the bag off his head, but he couldn't get his hands in front of his body, and reaching from behind would've required dislocating his shoulders.

So in the darkness, Jack waited, trying to hear hints of the outside world, and sleeping when he got sick of that. He'd explore his enclosure to keep the blood circulating to his legs, walking backwards and grasping out in the dark until his fingers brushed against the wooden walls of what seemed to be a hut. It was circular and about five strides across, held together by ropes much the same as the ones that held his hands together. The ropes seemed to have a double purpose since they kept the enclosure together as well as blocking out light and sound. Jack at least hoped it also blocked out sound. He'd rather think he couldn't hear who was outside than think he was stuck somewhere with absolutely no one around.

Jack heard the door open, but before he could do anything, he got knocked on the back of the head again, falling to the ground unconscious. When he came to, the bag was gone, he was no longer gagged, and even though his hands were still tied, it was looser and looped around a wooden poll that ran the circumference of the hut, allowing Jack to walk around in circles and use his hands more freely, but still keeping him restrained to the wall. On the opposite side from the door, Jack noticed a cup of water, and what looked like dried fish.

The delivery of food and water came to be how Jack kept track of the days. It always came when he was sleeping, and the fact that the noise didn't shock him awake made Jack think they were drugging him. He got one meal a day, always water and usually fish, but sometimes there was fruit or boar and one time Jack could've sworn it was chicken. The time spent between eating and sleeping Jack spent thinking, walking around the hut in aimless circles, thinking about Kate, Sawyer, and escape. He doubted digging out would be a problem, but he still needed to get the ropes off his wrists. Jack wondered how much time it would take before he gave in and just started gnawing at his bindings.

He wondered where they brought Kate and if she'd managed to escape yet. He thought about Sawyer and if he was giving them hell. For all Jack knew, one or both of them could be in huts just like his right nearby.

One day Jack woke up with the sense that he wasn't alone, sitting up quickly to see the girl was with him, more food than usual on a tray held out in front of her. "This stuff is clean," she said, "I promise."

"What do you want?" Jack asked, wincing from the sound of his own voice. It was dry, broken, and his throat was sore.

"We need your help," the girl replied. She put the tray in front of Jack before backing off and sitting a few feet away. "One of your friends isn't behaving and is in serious trouble."

Jack watched her and he sipped slowly at the water, savoring that this bottle was actually cold instead of warm and stale like the water he usually got. "Why should I help you?" Jack asked, breaking off pieces of fish and eating them with his fingers. "Your people have attacked us, killed us, threatened us, and now kidnapped us, all the while saying you're the good people. We didn't ask to end up on this damn island."

"Your people have done all of that to us, as well, but we haven't tortured any of you, so I suppose that's the difference."

"You don't call this torture," Jack scoffed, looking around his surroundings and at his bound hands in particular. His wrists were red and starting to feel a little raw, and then his neck and shoulders were in pain from having to sleep with his arms hanging in the air.

"We had to make sure you wouldn't try and fight us. Our groups are weary of each other, Jack, and despite all that's passed, we have to try and live together." Jack got the vague impression that the girl was quoting him from back when they first crashed, and it made him wonder if they really had been being watched this whole time. "If you're willing to help, you need to say so now. I only have a small window to move you."

Jack considered his options. The girl was half his size, so if he chose to run, there was no way she could stop him. There was the risk that there were more of them outside, though, and he knew they had guns. It could be a trap of some sort that they wanted him to willingly walk into, but Jack was already trapped, so what would be the point in trapping him further? Unless it was to try and get more of their people. Sayid, at least, was out there somewhere, looking for them. Maybe they caught him already? Or they really just needed his help. The girl had said that someone was in serious trouble. What did that mean? Jack found himself with the mental image of Kate and Sawyer hanging over a cliff, Henry holding the ends of the ropes and saying he could only save one.

"I'll help," Jack decided. If one of them was nearby, then the other should be, as well, and if he could spend some time with Kate or Sawyer and figure out what was going on, they might have a chance to escape. He quickly finished off the food and water, not surprised when the girl pulled out a woven hood to place over his head. They didn't want him to figure out where they were or regain his sense of direction. "What's your name?" Jack asked as the bag got pulled back over his head.

He could sense her hesitate, like no one had ever asked her name before. "Alex."

"How long have you been on the island?"

"I've always been here," Alex replied, her voice sounding distant even though she was right behind him, loosening the knot on one of his wrists and then retying it away from the rail. Alex pulled on the bindings, and Jack rose to his feet, letting her direct him outside the hut. He couldn't tell when they got outside because the hood kept his vision dark and unable to smell fresh air through his own breath. "Your friend James is hurt. We have our own doctors, but he won't let anyone near him."

James... That's what Locke had started calling Sawyer. "What did you people do to him?"

"Nothing. He's done it all to himself. James is like when you catch a bear in a trap - thinks his motions will help free him, but they're actually hurting him more." Jack again got the sense that he was being walked in circles to make sure he couldn't find his way from his own hut to wherever they were keeping Sawyer. "We need to keep his hands bound so he doesn't attack us. Also needed to leave the hood on since he's not sleeping and we're having a hard time bringing him food and water."

"So on top of the physical injuries he's thirsty, hungry, tired, and pissed off. No wonder you need my help."

"We brought all the supplies you might need in there already. We need cooperation from both of you before we can continue."

Jack wasn't sure he wanted to know what Alex meant by continuing. "What about Kate?"

"I'm not sure. I haven't seen her." They stopped and Jack felt like there was something in front of him. He heard a bolt being unlocked that sounded exactly like the one on his own hut. "Please be quiet as we open the door. James might lash out if he knows we're here, and I don't think you'll be able to help until we leave."

"What happens when we cooperate?"

"That's not my decision to make," Alex said, but it sounded like she was in front of him, which meant someone else was now holding Jack's bindings. How long ago the change had happened, he had no idea. Jack waited for the sound of the door to open or to feel the hood coming off, but neither was happening. A few moments later, Jack felt something smash into the back of his head, and he felt at least two people stopping his fall before darkness overtook him.

Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5 - Part 6

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[identity profile] gemjam.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 15th, 2006 02:11 pm (UTC)
Ooh, I'm very intrigued, good start with this. I like the walking in circles to keep them disorientated so they can't work out where they are. And Jack's situation was like an animal in the zoo, pacing up and down, unable to get out, lack of stimulation driving him insane, food topped up while he's unconscious. And Sawyer being like a bear in a trap, he so would be, he wouldn't take kindly to being treated like that and he'd fight it every step of the way I'm sure.

I'm intrigued as to what they want with the three of them and what happens when they co-operate. And I'm also wondering if they're really taking him to Sawyer or if it is a trick being that they knocked him out again at the end.

I really like your Alex, I'm very intrigued (that's like the third time I've used that word) by her on the show and I really want to write her, maybe I will if I wrote a post-finale piece sometime, but I don't really feel like I know her well enough. I think you did a really good job with her though, the way no one's ever asked her her name and her 'I've always lived here' was just so sad.

Now I want more so go write. And pimp this, you haven't put it in the comms, you need to do that too. This is me putting my bossy pants on, I do it out of love. *hugs*
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 15th, 2006 02:28 pm (UTC)
It was when I was setting up the beginning that I realized this story was going to take a little longer than I thought. I don't really see The Others as particularly evil, so I wanted to establish that while they had Jack trapped, he wasn't really being mistreated. Jack in a way is used to being trapped because of the roles he's forced to fulfill, so I think he'd be a little more accepting. Sawyer, on the other hand, is used to being free, with no ties, so I don't think he'd take it very well.

I haven't really thought far enough ahead about the cooperation. I know where things are going to go, but I don't know how things are going to end. This story just kinda streamed out subconsciously and I haven't fully realized its purpose yet. Really are taking him to Sawyer, though.

Writing Alex was interesting. She strikes me as genuinely good but then she's also definitely one of them. Glad the "I've always lived here" part came across as I'd intended. She doesn't know anything else, and I'm not sure if the rest of them had lives before the island or not, but she definitely didn't. The island is all she knows and she probably feels more threatened by the plane crash survivors than the rest of them because she might not really know there's a world beyond the island.

I haven't put it in the comms because I'm kinda noncommittal about it still. I might post it today or I might post the whole thing when it's done. *shrug* Glad you like it, though. I woke up this morning and was like, "Oh shit, I really posted it? What the hell did I write again?" :P
[identity profile] inthekeyofd.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 15th, 2006 08:43 pm (UTC)
I am loving all the new post capture fics that are coming out.

This is so good, now I can't wait to see what is going to happen next, I love that Sawyer isn't co-operating and they need Jack's help..that is until they knocked him out. *smile*
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 01:38 am (UTC)
There's just something really kinky about captivity.

Glad you like it. I'm torn between posting it in the comms when I'm finished or just posting it now. I'm not really sure where it's taking me, so I'm kinda hesitant, but you and Gem liked it so far, which gives me at least encouragement to write more. :)
[identity profile] hkath.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 02:32 am (UTC)
Fabulous premise! I'm loving the captivity genre so far, and this is a wonderful entry into it. Can't wait to find out what happens :)
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 02:38 am (UTC)
Oooh, a new review! I was just about to start the next part when I went, "Eh, I'll check my email first," and got a notification for this comment. Feedback is like crack.

When I was watching the season finale, I knew the whole captivity premise wasn't something I'd be able to ignore. This one bit me in the ass one night and hasn't been able to let go. It's coming out fairly stream-of-conscious so I'm not sure exactly where it's going or how it's going to end, so it's good to hear that people like the set up so far!
(Anonymous) wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 03:28 am (UTC)
WOW
This is SO good! I'm loving it so far. Excellent writing... the descriptions, the dialogue, all of it. I like the premise that the Others aren't all bad (i.e., they want to help Sawyer even though THEY are sort of the reason he's hurt)-- that seems much more likely to be how it will end up on the show. CAN"T WAIT for more!!! Keep up the great work :)
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 03:19 pm (UTC)
Re: WOW
Yeah I didn't want the Others to turn out entirely bad because I'm not quite so sure they really are. To me it seems like the island is their home and they want to protect it. Glad you liked it!
[identity profile] romelwen.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 04:16 am (UTC)
Stop hitting Jack! *screams enraged and runs and tackles the others to the ground*

I needed to say that, he he.

Really interesting! I want to see what happens next.

[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 03:22 pm (UTC)
He did get knocked out a lot, didn't he? That's okay, though. Glad to hear you're finding the premise interesting - encourages me to go work some more on the next part. :)
[identity profile] snookscribbles.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 09:55 am (UTC)
Ooooh! Like this.

I like how ambiguous you make the Others even as there's the hint of Jack getting Stockholmed.

Very glad this is turning out to be more than a one-shot! Yay!
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 03:24 pm (UTC)
Yup, will definitely be more than a one shot. Thinking maybe a three- to fiveshot. ;) More likely five. I wanted to keep the intentions of the Others vague - I think that's part of their mystique. Thanks for commenting!
[identity profile] gottalovev.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 02:50 pm (UTC)
glad they convinced you to post in a community, I could have missed it!!! *tsk tsk tsk*

I read it and I want more. a pretty good sign, no? it was great. I totally can see Sawyer going nuts in captivity, and can't wait to see where you're taking this.

can I friend you? we seem to have a lot of interest in common and frankly, I really don't want to miss any fic or icons you make anymore.
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 03:29 pm (UTC)
House AND Lost? How am I not friends with you yet? :P *friends*

That is a good sign! I don't see Sawyer as someone who would like being trapped and powerless very much. He's a control freak. Be interesting to find out what precisely is driving this reaction from him.
[identity profile] gottalovev.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 03:35 pm (UTC)
I don't know! *rectifies the situation immediately*

House pwns, I've just snorted season 1 on DVD in the last week or two, got on board mid-season 2 (YAY for double re-runs on the summer!)

*takes you out to a ball game to celebrate promising new friendship*
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 07:36 pm (UTC)
Yeah I got into House halfway through season 2, as well, and then I watched all of season 1 during Spring Break because my sister was already a fan and got the set for Christmas. Then I downloaded all of season 2 at that point, watched all of those, and managed to get caught up. Only started watching House because Lost was on break and I needed something to do. ;)
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[identity profile] rawkin-ur-sox.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 06:10 pm (UTC)
I'm saving this cause I'm leaving but I'm glad you wrote this! lol. I love all the work you do, mind if I friend?
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 07:38 pm (UTC)
No I don't mind at all. :) Be sure to come back and let me know what you thought once you've read it!
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[identity profile] rawkin-ur-sox.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 16th, 2006 07:59 pm (UTC)
*friended* :) Of course! Weird-leaving-gtg fb isn't the best kind, i'll be sure to do it the proper way when I get back.
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 17th, 2006 04:04 pm (UTC)
Hee, I look forward to it.
[identity profile] mariesg16.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 17th, 2006 02:27 am (UTC)
Awesome so far. I hope you'll add more soon. I liked the "bear in a trap" comment from Alex when talking about Sawyer. It just really suits how his actions actually hurt him more often than not. Update soon. :)
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 17th, 2006 04:05 pm (UTC)
It just really suits how his actions actually hurt him more often than not.

So true in so many ways... I'm thinking there's going to be an update tonight since I get to have a nice, lazy Saturday with nothing more than writing, laundry, and baseball.
[identity profile] alliecat8.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 17th, 2006 07:17 pm (UTC)
I'm liking this a lot so far. I am completely in love with this observation:

"Your people have done all of that to us, as well, but we haven't tortured any of you, so I suppose that's the difference."

That is SO true, and I think that S3 is going to give us a whole new concept of "good guys" and "bad guys." I loved your Alex, too, and I think she might be the key to working out the issues the losties have with the Others. She seems to be compassionate, and you reflected that here.

Sawyer, oh Sawyer. *shakes head* He WILL be like a wild animal in captivity, won't he? He'll be quite the handful. But Jack can handle him. Jack WILL handle him...won't he? ;)

Looking forward to more!
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 17th, 2006 11:05 pm (UTC)
Yeah I'm not willing to believe that the Others are going to be evil. I mean, it's fun depicting them in that light, but I just don't see it. I'm also really rooting for Alex to be awesome because so far all the female characters are "meh" for me. I agree that Alex seems to be the key, though. I can't help but wondering if we'll get a Danielle flashback as Alex comes more into prominence as a character.

Jack WILL handle him...won't he? ;)

Hehe, yes... Yes he will.
[identity profile] apsik.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 26th, 2006 02:59 pm (UTC)
I was waiting for you to finish this before I started reading... ;) Now i can read without worrying over cliffhangers ;P
[identity profile] emiliglia.livejournal.com wrote:
Jun. 27th, 2006 12:25 am (UTC)
:P That's okay. I probably would've done the same thing. Can't wait to hear what you think!